I chopppped it offff and it feels soo gooood

HAIRCUT

I want to cut my hair, yet I worked so hard for it.

Oh what a dilemna.

Hydrangea

A garden of Hydrangeas

sharp bullets of shifting color

pressured to illuminate beauty

against the foreclosed

and the hopeless

A life within two worlds

both dull and thin.

An inability to provide the 

fusion between

a past and future

compromised by the present.

I am sorry I cannot be 

more exciting for you.

It is only a repetition of 

an already exhausted illusion.

A mutual hesitant attempt

benefiting only the ground 

below us.

Life's Promises

I have had enough of

empty promises.

The imminent let down of each ripe opportunity

spoiling before my eyes.

My mother said I am like a shattered crystal.

A collection of sparkling fragments

begging to be put back together.

Most seek to gain a better understanding of the world.

I wish to lose it.

Please, give me the ignorant bliss I long for.

The inability to distinguish if I should press

                                    fast forward

                     or

rewind.

We're so close to something better left unknown.      -Metric